MEGA SUPER POWER

Here we go.

Let’s start it right.

I AM FIRE.

I AM A HOMEOWNER.

I AM RICH AND I HAVE A HOUSE IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD.

I AM FIRE.

LET’S. MOTHERFUCKING. GO!!

Mega Super Power

No.

It’s not that I have a mega super power…or maybe I do.

But it’s been a ritual as of late, or as of this year of the different type of lottery tickets that I buy.

Mega Millions.

Super Lotto.

Power Ball.

I AM A MEGA MILLIONAIRE.

Need all of the chances to win, but I do find myself spending less and less than I did before.

I will win when I win.

* * *

Searching.

Endless.

Ghosted.

Well, to be fair, mostly ghosted. Some do tell me that they’ve gone with other people or that I am not a good fit even though I have an impressive resume.

Whatever.

I’m over it.

Only thing I have control over this whole thing is to keep applying and hope for the best.

But, once I AM FIRE, this search will be over.

Then it’s more about finding something I want to do, like maybe volunteering just to get my social quota in.

Again, I’m surprised as the next introvert, that I do need some sort of socializing in my little hermit life.

It’ s only natural, I guess.

We are social creatures.

No man is an island.

All that fucking jazz.

I don’t know what the Universe have in store for me…I don’t know what is to come from my manifesting and what manifestations will come my way, but I have a strong feeling, down to my bones…to my fucking soul, that all will work out.

I AM FIRE IN 2026.

* * *

Endless.

It’s the Friday before Labor Day.

It took forever but it was finally confirmed that we will get out early today.

I was sure as of yesterday morning that it wasn’t going to happen, per the CEO. But we ended up getting out early.

I’m over it.

I’m over this job.

It’s endless.

When I thought I’m finished with a project, testing, turning it in, more questions and development needed.

Why couldn’t it be scoped and mentioned from the get-go.

Chatting it out with Work Kai, it does seem like an easy lift, but it still requires a lot of work on the creator/end user.

It’s up to them to maintain and update the access list to get access to the Skill/Agent that they built.

But today, I’m going to just coast. I’m over it.

Just an “on call” day.

No projects.

Everything pushed till next week.

Relax.

Chill.

I need it.

It’s like a little treat for myself for finishing this project and working.

I know I know, I should be grateful that I have a job.

That’s probably what the owners are saying and thinking. They should all be thankful that they have a job. Who knows?

Who knows indeed?

Now there are rumors that there may be another round of layoffs next month, the last month of our fiscal year.

* * *

Ugh.

Dragged into something else.

Endless

Fucking endless.

Sigh.

I wasn’t sure what I wanted to write today.

I lost track right in the middle.

Fuck, I think I lost track at the beginning.

It’s the Universe’s sign to me.

Relax Phong.

Chill Phong.

I’m working on your manifestation.

In the meantime, relax, chill, and be open to receiving it.

LET’S. MOTHERFUCKING. GO.