It’s November.

Blink and the year is almost over.

Blink and the calendar will turn another number.

Blink.

Time flies.

Fly fly away.

I’m not going back home for Christmas. Didn’t even look into tickets as I got busy with work again and wasn’t even thinking.

Then it seemed time passed, and it was a little too late.

Also, it seems like Great Uncle’s memorial will be on Christmas Day and I should be here for that.

I’ll be sticking here again during the break.

It’ll be good. It’ll be great.

I think I’ll need to plan a few trips without Pickles during this year. I need to go visit 7th Uncle.

I haven’t seen him or auntie in a few years and it’s about damn time.

I need a break. I don’t think I’ll be doing much work over the break. I hope not.

The SharePoint environment isn’t pressing that I need to move and migrate everything asap.

It’s functioning and performing well.

I can take a break and work on the migration later.

But there are many other projects that I need to get started on or even start thinking about.

Work.

Sigh.

It’ll kill me.

Death.

Work.

Let’s see if things slow down and things get better.

I brought it upon myself and in a way, I’m kicking myself for it.

I just want to chill and not do anything.

Why can’t I be like Carl?

Just chill and not do anything and explain that a superficial ding is affecting a specific software.

That was majestic.

So majestic.

My mind is a mess.

Too much focus on work.

Too much stress from work as my projects keep growing and growing with no end in sight.

There are still a lot of things that I don’t know how to do, but I want to know how to do and need to learn how to do.

How do I fit in the necessary skills and schooling when I don’t have much time?

I can’t just put all my time and energy into work.

There needs to be a balance.

I need balance.

We all need balance.

I’m just trying to keep my head above everything.

I’m just trying to find the energy to breathe.

My body aches.

It’s telling me something.

Another sickness?

Another illness or am I just not aligned?

Can’t wait to get adjusted. A few more days.

A few more days.

Tired.

Tired.

I think I’m done.

Done done.