Back at it.

It’s time again after settling in at work.

Working on the weekends.

Lots of working on the weekends. It’s fun.

Fun times indeed.

Sigh.

Will it end? I don’t know.

Times are tough.

The industry is tough.

The future, not so bright.

Sigh.

I don’t know what to write anymore.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

It seems I have so many things that I need to do.

But I JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT I NEED TO GET TO.

Too much.

I need to learn more about sql.

I need to learn programming.

I need to learn html.

I need to get on my art projects.

I need to get on my cooking projects.

I need to catch up on my shows.

I have so many things that I need to do at work.

Where do I start?

Where?

What about me and my sanity?

There’s just too much.

Reading?

I’m falling behind on that, too!

So much.

It’s all first world problems, but again, they are my problems.

And there’s all this shit that is happening in the fucking work.

Don’t trust China. China is asshole!

Fuck China.

There’s just too much.

The impeachment inquiries.

Fuck Trump.

Just fuck everything.

The world is in a tailspin apocalypse and I don’t know if we’ll ever get out of it.

I don’t know.

It worries me.

So worries me.

Sigh.

It’s a bunch of sighs.

Everything is a bunch of sighs.

Work.

Sigh.

Life.

Sigh.

Love.

Sigh.

Girls.

Sigh.

Pets.

Sigh.

Me.

Sigh.

Sighs.

Sigh.

What to do? What to do?

I’m rambling.

I’m always rambling or ranting.

Angry Asian.

Sigh.

I’m not as in my head anymore. I’m not as broken as I once was.

Life flipped for a mew a few years ago as I’ve gotten better about my life and I guess after I come to terms with many things.

I’m not fixed, but fixed.

I don’t have all the frustrations that I had when I was younger.

Sigh.

Will I ever keep this up and fill it with something with more substance?

I don’t know.

I know nothing.

I guess I just needed to get out of the house today because it’s my habit to come here and do my finger tappings.

I wanted a time out before I start work for the day.

Sigh.

Work.

Yay.