…love?

Is that it?

I want people to feel my love?

Probably not.

Maybe not.

A hero.

That’s what I was called this past week for doing something that anyone could have done.

I found some random guy masturbating at some poor girl’s cube.

It wasn’t something that I needed to do on some random Monday morning.

It wasn’t something that I ever thought would happen to me, but it did.

I found some random guy masturbating.

Fun times.

I was surprised how well I handled things.

I was pretty calm.

I was cool.

I was collected.

I had someone call security and then I instructed everyone to get out of the area, just in case anything happened.

The dude could be crazy or on something and could have done something worse.

I had the other associates clear out.

It was mostly girls in the area. I didn’t do it out of chivalry, but it was more about protecting them from what was happening.

I cleared out the guys too.

I cleared people out.

Security came and escorted the guy out.

I did find it fascinating that he totally ignored me. Didn’t say anything to me.

Saw me and that was it.

He knew what was happening. I was loud enough to grab his attention when I screamed “Hey!”

But, I guess he wanted a reaction and got one.

I wonder how many times he’s done something like this.

I wonder if he was on something.

I wonder.

I wonder.

It’s a story and an experience that I have.

I’ll have it with me.

Let’s leave it at that and call it an end.

The year is winding down.

In a month, I’ll be on break for a week.

I want to enjoy my break. I didn’t have much of one last year with working and all.

Hopefully I’ll get one this year, but we’ll have to see how the moves go.

With the year ending, it’ll be time to look back at the year to reflect.

Have I grown?

In a way, yes, I have. I took a proactive approach to learn and grow by doing something I never thought I’d do.

I went back to school.

Grant it was for night classes about something specific, but I never thought I’d do.

I enjoy it.

Learning.

Constant learning.

I’m taking classes online too.

Learning.

Growth.

I can’t believe the year is over already.

I’m not sure what I’ve done this year or what even happened this year.

One day, I’ll go by and look over things I’ve posted this past year and see.

I’ll look over the yearly reflection blogs and see how much I’ve grown.

Growth.

I still have a long way to go.

I still need to make a lot of changes.

Life.

It’s long.

Life.