I just can’t seem to shake this bug that I have.

I don’t know if it is still the same bug or if I caught another one. I just don’t know.

I’m sitting here, chills and a slight temperature. I’m tired. Fatigued. Just tired.

I have no idea what is going on with my body. Sure, my diet has changed slightly with the holidays and not the low/no carb diet that I was doing for a while, but it shouldn’t affect me this much.

It’s not like I’m eating that much carbs to begin with. I just have no clue.

Well, I’m back to my normal carb intake for the most part, maybe.

I hope things will get back to normal soon. I just want to get to break and just finish off the year and start the new one.

Let’s just start it out healthy.

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I haven’t done much creative writing lately. I tried yesterday but didn’t get really far. I don’t know what is stopping me, but I think there’s a motivation issue.

No shit I have a motivation issue.

I hope I can get through it and finish something.

Fuck, I’m tired. I definitely am getting sick or something.

Something definitely isn’t right.

Definitely, not right.

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The year is definitely winding down. No one wants to do any work.

There aren’t too many help desk calls or even tickets. Things are definitely slowing down and it is definitely a year end thing. This always happens at the end of the year.

Always.

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Cold. It’s getting cold. I’m getting chills. Not sure why I’m so cold. It always happens this way.

Maybe I don’t have enough body fat to keep me warm or maybe it is just the SoCal winters and the dry air that is just killing me. No fucking clue, but I know I’m cold and I tend to be warmer in Chicago and Seattle. No fucking why.

I think I’m just sick. There’s no reason for this.

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Obviously from this post my brain is definitely not working well.

Fucking hell no it isn’t working.

Ugh, no more writing. I can’t focus. Looking at Dan Dan Noodle recipes instead.