Things are just happening at work. I don’t know what, and I can’t explain them. For instance, I am getting along with Noah quite well. I never got along so well, especially with a guy, just that fast before. I don’t know why. I guess I am just really changing as a person. More confidence, and I guess the whole social thing isn’t scaring me anymore. Well, I still feel a little awkward at times in social situations I guess, but not as much.

Well it seems that Derlia feels that Monica is a little jealous of Kate and I. I think it is funny that I didn’t even notice that she was there when Monica brought up the whole Kate and I issue. So Monica is jealous of our relationship. I don’t think so. I think Monica and I just got to the point where we are really good friends at work, and the point where we might start to socialize after work as friends only. But that is a giant leap to a conclusion in my opinion. I don’t know where we stand. I don’t think I ever know.

I guess things with Kate are moving along in a way also. I think we just get along quite well, and feel very comfortable with each other. We both know how each other act cause we both are quite alike. That has to take some of the pressure off right? Well, I guess we are flirting with each other more and more. A little smile here, and a look there. A snide remark at one moment, and a sincere little chat the next. Am I really moving on from Monica? Am I really? I really don’t know.

Kate and I are just flirting more and more. Well, remember yesterday that I threw a pen at her? She threw a pen at me today. She came in to talk to Monica about lunch and whether she was interested in getting something to eat. I was eating lunch at this time, and Noah was sitting in the office, just eating lunch. Well I was laughing at Duwi’s laugh, and Kate zoomed out and hit Sandy’s box. I heard it, and I just started to laugh harder. Duwi and Monica were laughing at me because I always laugh at people who get hurt. Noah is backing me up. The next thing I noticed was a pen hitting me in the back of the head. Kate came by and picked it up later. She threw the pen at me. I think she was offended that I laughed at her. I should apologize to her tomorrow. As she walked away, I told her I will get her back, and I did. She threw the pen back at me again.

Also, during the day, before lunch, Kate and I was walking through the copy machine. I was following her. We were talking about something I believe, and she stopped right in front of me like she wanted to scare me or to have me run into her. We just stood there for a few seconds, then I put my hands on her waist and guided her to the exit door in the hall and left her in the corner. She was being a bad girl.

So she’s going up to Eureka over the same weekend that I’m heading home. She has a guy friend who has a cabin up there. Eureka is in the mountains in Northern California. Near the Oregon and California border. We started to talk about the trip, and whether I’m driving up there or not. I told her if I had more time, I would have driven up.

I think things need to stop between us. It just can’t possibly go on because of our work relationship. It just can’t.

It seems like Duwi is getting very social, talkative, and pushy today. She’s having another party on August 30th. She’s really pushing for Monica to be there. I just stayed out of it. Monica told me that Duwi’s been really mean and rude to me and that she was getting annoyed with Duwi’s persistence to get her to go to Duwi’s party. I could understand. Hopefully things get better.

Do I think that Duwi take things too far? Well you know me. I really don’t take things that seriously, and at times I do know that she’s joking. So it doesn’t bother me that much.

I’ve been playing a lot of basketball lately. The good thing is I’m getting better and that I don’t get tired that easily anymore. The bad thing is that it is just PJ and I at most. Can’t pick up that many other palyers. I just want to play in a game, preferrably not one on one. John came out today. I asked Kate if she is interested and also Nick. Kate is having problems with her knee, but she said that she try to make it out next time. Will she, I really doubt it. Nick..who knows.